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Looking up :) My friends are amazing. I dont know where I would be without them. Becca, thank you for putting up with my annoying bs :P i love youu dearly and you know that. You are the first I go to when I’m in the middle of the parking lot of Panera’s smearing my mascara all over my face. Carly, you are my rock out here in Fullerton. You put up with soo much shit from me and you know I greatly appreciate it. Your the second I call when I’m on the verge of tears. Isabella, your the best, your mean spirit always makes me laugh. You know me too well sometimes. But i love you, sometimes I think were one in the same. John, thank you for the awkward hugs and the cinnamon buns and the kind words (cheesy), you really made things better. Erik, thank you for the late night talks :) they always help alot. I miss you and our game. Your the best & always will be #1 (well second to Becca). Marco, where do I even begin with you? We’ve just recently become friends, but some how we got to be so close. You always get under my skin, and 99% of the time I want to push you out of my moving car for spilling soda all over the passenger door. But beside that your actually pretty amazing, & have made me feel so much better, seriously…i mean. Overall, I’m honestly perfectly fine. <3

Remember when Halloween was the talk of the school hallways? The kind of talk that beamed innocence, questions like “Who are you being this year?” resonated answers like “Spiderman!” or “Indiana Jones”. Now-a-days the Halloween spirit has trickled down to girls having the greatest excuse to dress like sluts and not be accounted as sluts because its “halloween”. Ha Ha. I guess it’s what comes with getting older. Frankly I dont mind it, but where did the years go? I’d like to be 10 years old once more and come home after a long night of trick-or-treating and scatter all of my candy earnings on my bed, then sneakily negotiate with my sister about why I should have the Twix in exchange for a Sour Punch Straw. Don’t get me wrong, I love these college Halloween parties. Its a great way to meet new people, and be carefree and just party like how college kids should. But. I’m not gonna lie, I would rather see a cute Pocahontas, than a slutty and wasted Pocahontas playing beer pong any day. Stay Classy girls.

Halloween is probably the best excuse to just go out and get buck wild, but instead I am at home, studying for a FAT bio exam for next week. Oh college life is the greatest.

wanderlus-st asked: YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. haha. I'm glad you got this cuz now I can creep.

WOOOOOO!!! same goes for you ;) creeeeeeeeepin

I’m just your girlfriend, nbd.

So relationships are not my strongest forte, but being a chill girlfriend is harder than I expected. I am all for being the cool girlfriend, but a line must be drawn somewhere…right? Hasn’t anyone ever told boys that girls should be treated like princesses? I’m not asking for a diamond incrested tiara, but I do expect some sort of girlfriend treatment. Kisses can only go so far. As the saying goes, “Actions speak louder than words”,and I would like some actions that don’t count as Rated R in theaters. I have never been one for serious relationships, but this time I might actually like the guy. Enough to blog about him to say the least. Now back to the source of the problem. Is it a good thing if a guy says your a good girlfriend because “she doesnt need much upkeep”? I mean in my head I’m picturing some lousy hedge that needs trimming, is that at all relevant? Yes, I don’t need much to make me happy, hence I am not high maintenence. I don’t need flowers every week, nor do I need chocolates all time (by then I’d be lucky if I even have a bf once the chocolate settles to my thighs), but I do want some sort of gesture that I’m actually cared about. Is it bad if I don’t even feel like I have a boyfriend? As if I by some miracle I have no boyfriend when he’s not around. It’s a bad thing right??? A simple text everyday or a call just to know that he remembers I exist would be much appreciated. Now back to the question…Do I even have a boyfriend? I mean the label is there, but the core of the relationship is non-existent. I hardly know anything about him, and I doubt he knows me at all, yet we’ve been dating for over 2 months! I feel as though he’s gotten so comfortable with me being ultra chill that he doesn’t feel the need to change his single ways. I’m stumped. This whole relationship is getting too complicated. Is there a facebook relationship status that satifies being in limbo?